i haven't blogged in so long and i think the reason is two fold. 1 - my laptop is in limbo somewhere between heaven and hell and won't do anything anymore. it hasn't quite expelled its death rattle yet but i can feel it coming. apparently jim knows a guy who can fix it for me so we'll see if this sweet little dell can be saved.

2 - not much has been going on. well not that i care to share anyway. we moved, and moving is a sea of unending dust, garbage and shuffling papers only to move them from one side of the kitchen to the other. then maybe you move that stack of papers to the living room because you think, well that's where they belong. then an hour later you move them again because they're in the way or the kittens knocked them onto the floor. so now they're on your bedside table but because of your proximity ocd you can't have any unorganized mess beside your bed. and your bed is where you hang out because the digital box in the living room crackles and you can't watch tv on the first flat screen you've ever owned because the fucking thing is goddamn crackling and why in the hell did we buy this and why haven't i called rogers yet to replace the stupid box? oh yeah because i am totally indifferent these days and have no energy for anything. so then you move the papers into the kitchen because that's where they should go right? yeah. the cycle is almost too much fun.

so there you have it. my computer is dead and my home bound activities are usually kept to the bedroom - except work (omg killlll meeee) and running. tonight i am taking all of the frustration, fatigue, confusion, anxiety and anger and using it to run the shit out of the track. i have never EVER been this pumped for a run.

until tomorrow my friends - or maybe, the next day.
h